Making one person smile can change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. Start small. Start now.

I admit. I don't think that I have given enough.

I spent so much time on the net, browsing. Well I am not the type who feed myself with the current issues. Seriously my knowledge of the current situation, of the economy, or the well being of a country is poor. I know I should be feeding myself with all of those, but somehow I just don't. Slowly I am trying to grow my interest in that. InsyaAllah.

So, what did I browse? Anything else but not the stuff I mentioned above.

Facebook, is just the place for me to share photos, and play my games. But I don't do that often now. Sadly. Twitter is my 'new blog'. The 140-characters-blog.

And Tumblr is my virtual room. That is where I found stuff that I can relate to; from general knowledge to sharing of feelings. All the graphics & words. They're funny. They touched my heart too.

Also now,

From time to time, I find myself drawn to You, Me & Charlie; it is a website created by one of the most beautiful person on earth; Dianna Agron. Hah I have a huuggee crush on her. She's on my top 5 Girl Crush list. Along with Emma Stone, Mila Kunis, Demi Lovato & Leighton Meester. ehe okay. :P

This website basically collects all kinds of writings & other stuff made by everyone else. Mostly I find them inspiring. I feel better when I browse through it.

I told myself this; I can do the same thing. I do have the 'niat' to spread my love through words, or graphics. However until now, here I am thinking, but not doing anything about it.

1. I  don't exercise them so much, I mean yes I do talk, I doodle, I take photos and stuff. But I don't practice them on a daily basis that I find myself having writer's block more often than not, or if I have photos I don't know if I projected what I want to project to people. If they feel like how I felt when I shot them. So I am not sure how inspired they get when they see my stuff.

2. I still limit myself. On what to say, what to share. Yes. I still do. Always wanted to go anonymous and start sharing as another person, but I still can't.

Okay so maybe I should not be too ambitious. I should start small. Maybe by making just a person to smile. Hah.

Then I realize something.

Especially now, I think I am at the position where I can't inspire people. Here's one obvious example. I know very few people come here and read, but can you see how dark is this place now? And it is getting darker & darker by the day.

You know what, I am turning to Eeyore. Seriously.

So, who to start it with? haha.

Sad to say this, but I know that I have to make myself smile.

First, I need to get my 'niat' right.