It is really something, I'm confused, Saw it at my window, in a dream of you

Currently listening to Great Northern's Warning

Since I started working, I know that the joy of working won't last.
I know what I have been lacking; passion.
And I've been looking for it. Tried to really get into it.
And I failed.

Tried it again, and failed. Miserably.

I thought I have lost hope. But then I realized.

I can always find other reasons why I am willing to go through what I am going through everyday.
Maybe I lack of passion. Yes. But that will not stop me.
Maybe it is harder to go through this, as many would say "Do what you love then everything will get easier"

But all I know is that, I am not a quitter. I can't quit at least not now. Not yet.
And yeah, I am not sure if I can say I am doing what I love. But I am 100% certain to say "I am doing this for the people/things I love".

I'll rise and shine.