So I celebrated my 21st birthday several weeks back. Well, it wasn't a big celebration, just a small gathering with friends. And it was an impromptu thing. I didn't feel like celebrating at first; I don't really have that birthday mood, probably because I know turning 21 is pretty huge for me, you know, I feel like I am an adult now. I have to vote for the next election and that makes me feel... so old. Old enough to be responsible on everything that I do.
I have to start thinking about the future more seriously. It is only months away then I'll be leaving Uni for good. A lot to do, and for someone who is bad at managing time, I know the time will never be enough.
And now since I am in my 20s, my mom commented that I should start dressing up like I am not in high school anymore. I know she doesn't really like my t-shirts; the ones with Elmo, Little Miss characters, Superheroes characters, etc. Hehe. But I really love them! Well, I am still studying, and that means I don't have much money to change my entire wardrobe, so I can't just get rid of my t-shirts. I still took the suggestion into consideration though cuz it'd be nice if I can change my style; it is one of the many things I wanna do that may help me to be a better person. Maybe slowly I will start wearing more shirts & blouses and less t-shirts; the ones printed with cartoons.
Talking about being a better person, I have listed many things that I want to do this year that I feel will help me to be a better person. But in a week, I'll be 21 years and 1 month, and I have not started anything. Always lazy. And probably because I have a new bestfriend now; the telly. heh.
Actually, I just don't feel like stepping out of my comfort zone just yet. Right now, I feel that I need to get a grip of myself first. I just realized that I am so not used to all these changes. And I find it pretty difficult for me to adjust myself. So much of thinking that I am a chameleon; I can just change "color" to face whatever that I have to face. Guess I am not the tough one. Still weak.
Damn, it took me days to finish this post, and I don't feel like continuing anymore. Let's just start talking about something else in another post. If I feel like it.
