You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best days of your life.

Another chance at redemption.
I'm actually embarrassed, thinking about how many chances that I blew off. And I keep blowing off every chances I get. And I am still unsure if I am using the chances right.

I just failed again a few days back. And today I feel like I am failing again.

Failure, is what I have to get used to. I have been failing so many times in this short period of time. Especially during the past 3 years of my life.

I am not used to it, every time felt like the first time.

Well, I guess I will just keep on trying.

With the right sincere niat, I believe every chance is going to be worth it.

Funny, how failure is my greatest fear, and I have to go through it every so often these days. And I don't know how I feel about that. And I don't know how I can actually go through it so many times. I am wondering.