I really need to learn to let go. 

1 resolution for 2012, perhaps?

There is a wait so long (so long, so long), You'll never wait so long....

Currently listening to Meaghan Smith's version of Here Comes Your Man

I have been thinking (like.. duh!) about this just now (while driving in the rain. How nice it is if I was home during the rain.. layan gile kan. hehe.):

As part of my reassessing period, I will have to redefine terms in my own dictionary:

1) Achievement

2) Contentment

3) Satisfaction

4) Inspiring

5) Life

What do I want exactly? To have an inspiring story to tell, or to continue being this plain girl with a plain life.

Because I know, either way, the end of the story must be looking back smiling, knowing that you have achieve enough. But to come to that ending, I need to know how am I going to get there. Which way? And I must make sure I will get to that ending, not with a sad cry instead. Full of regrets.

Baby steps. How ironic, I am 22 years old and still taking baby steps learning about life. I guess thats how the way it is, different people understand life in different pace. And I am among those who need more time, well a lot of time to fully understand this.

3 days away til the New Year comes. And I am adding up more homework to myself. But this is kind of a mandatory thing.

Reassess. Think I have enough time for this?

p/s: rewatched (500) Days of Summer - maybe will talk about this more. Hah, another one post pending then? I need to catch up on all these.