At one point of time, I know everyone would have this thought to at least cross their mind:
1. Wishing that they could turn back time. So they could do things differently, or even, just to experience it another one more time.
2. Wishing things were simpler than ever. No complications, no challenges, just a simple path.
3. Wishing that its easy to say whatever we want to say. No holding back, no hurting anyone, just acceptance and words are just, words.
4. Wishing to just grab whatever we want. Just get it. You don't have to consider other people, or the surroundings, or any other factors that hold you back. Just follow your heart and reach for the things you desire in life.
5. Wishing how things were different. Maybe you are not what you are now, maybe you are doing something else for a living, or you are just a different person altogether.
I know. The what-ifs. Ungrateful thoughts. I hate myself whenever these crossed my mind somehow, because, I don't really feel the guilt for having them. I just let myself think, and wonder, and dream about them.
I guess its just natural.
All you have to do is to remember that, Allah have greater things for you, Allah have faith in you that He gave you whatever you have now. Keep believing that everything happened for a reason. And your life is gonna turn out to be great, no matter what you're going through. You are strong enough to be in the situation you are in now. Everything is just a test, and all you have to prove to Him is that, you have enough faith and love for Him that you keep on heading up on the straight path.
On a random note, I was at Yuna's DFP concert last night. It was spectacular. Just a simple setting, no special effects or gimmicks. Just Yuna, her band, and us. It felt personal, I guess the set list that she made for us, how she chose what to sing and the sequence of it. Its like a story.
And her version of penakut this time, is the best. Always have been my favorite anyway. Ehe. Any version of this song will definitely be my favorite. And decorate too. I think both songs was delivered beautifully. And she almost made me cry!
Actually all of her songs are awesome. I guess especially for girls, they can relate to all of them kot. Haha. Maybe thats why we all love her songs. Other than her beautiful voice, the beautiful composition and the music and the melody I mean.
I can't stop listening to Penakut now. Damnnnn.
Okay better get ready for work!
