You must see things how they are instead of how you hoped, wished, or expected them to be.

There's a place that I know

It's not pretty there and few have ever gone

If I show it to you now

Will it make you run away

Or will you stay

Even if it hurts

Even if I try to push you out

Will you return?

And remind me who I really am

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond

From black dust

It's hard to know

It can become

If you give up

So don't give up on me

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

Don't run away

Don't run away

Just tell me that you will stay

Promise me you will stay

Don't run away

Don't run away

Just promise me you will stay

Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? Ohh

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

 

For you, whomever you may be. And I hope you're doing fine. 

It's you, it's you, it's all for you, Everything I do, I tell you all the time, Heaven is a place on earth with you, Tell me all the things you want to do, I heard that you like the bad girls, Honey, is that true? It's better than I ever even knew, They say that the world was built for two, Only worth living if somebody is loving you, Baby, now you do

And I know that none of it may really ever come true But in my mind, I'm havin' a pretty good time with you

Currently listening to Noah & The Whale's 5 years time


Oh in five years time we could be walking round a zoo
With the sun shining down over me and you
And there'll be love in the bodies of the elephants too
And I'll put my hand over your eyes, but you'll peek through

And there'll be sun sun sun
All over our faces
And sun sun sun
All over our bodies
And sun sun sun
All down my neck
Oh and sun sun sun
So what the heck

'Cause I'll be laughing at all your silly little jokes
And we'll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes
And drink stupid wine
'Cause it's what we needed to have a good time

But it was fun fun fun
When we were drinking
It was fun fun fun
When we were drunk
And it was fun fun fun
When we were dancing
It was fun fun fun
Oh it was fun

Well, then I look at you and say
It's the happiest that I've ever been
And I'll say I no longer feel I have to be James Dean
And she'd say
Yeah well I feel pretty happy too
And I'm always pretty happy when I'm just kicking back with you

And it'd be
Love love love
All through our bodies
And love love love
All through our minds
And it'll be love love love
All over her face
And love love love
All over mine

And though, if nearly all these moments are just in my head
I'll be thinking bout them as I'm lying in bed
And I know that none of it may really ever come true
But in my mind I'm havin' a pretty good time with you

Oh in 5 years time
I might not know you
In 5 years time
We might not speak
Oh in 5 years time
We might not get along
In 5 years time
You might just prove me wrong

But there'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love
Wherever you go
There'll be love love love

Wherever you go there'll be love 

So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground? I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound, Dont care about all the pain in front of me, I'm just trying to be happy.

I just wanna be happy, yeah

Leona Lewis' Happy

It should be a positive month. That's my aim to achieve.

...and a way to stop myself from becoming this monster. That's like my super-power - I don't need chemical reactions for me to become Mr Hyde, or Hulk. I just have to be this weird, self-centered, emo girl I  have always been. And I really hate myself for that. I just need to learn to be cool. That's all it takes.

So I'm putting this one here again as a self-reminder. Something that I always forget. Well, I am forgetful. Especially with what just happened, I think my memory has gotten worse. It scares me that I am starting to forget not just on little things, but also on some huge ones, and also on sequences of events. Important ones sometimes. And I got really upset when that happens.

Maybe God made me forgetful for a reason - So then when you forget, you'll get reminders to remember. And He likes to send me reminders.

That He's here with me. all. the. time.

So I just hope that no matter how bad is my memory, I won't forget Him. Ever. Even without reminders.

Amin :)

It must be a positive month. To start off with.

The New Adventures of Farah Mexx and Puding...?

I think I am going to start an adventure with Puding. I don't know how exactly I am going to start with. But its definitely going to be one little project of mine :)

Anyway, I re-downloaded this song. Miss listening to it, and I wonder how I lost the song before.

The Lighthouse Family's High - currently on repeat

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day were gonna get so high
And though its darker than December
Whats ahead is a different colour
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think its time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day were gonna get so high
cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...