It's you, it's you, it's all for you, Everything I do, I tell you all the time, Heaven is a place on earth with you, Tell me all the things you want to do, I heard that you like the bad girls, Honey, is that true? It's better than I ever even knew, They say that the world was built for two, Only worth living if somebody is loving you, Baby, now you do

Oh, I don't like the way I never listen to myself, I feel like I'm on fire and too shy to cry for help, Oh, I don't think you owe me much at all

Currently on repeat: Ellie Goulding's This Love (will be your downfall)

So I got myself this.

Always wonder if I could finish books like these. Let's see. 

And perhaps I'll be more in touch with that softer part of myself? 

Anyway, I like love letters. Be it the kuih (I know, it's lame! :P) or the real ones. 

So what's in my bag?, a photo by FarahMexx on Flickr.

Via Flickr:
What's not in the picture? Extra shopping bag, just in case :)

When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted.

Currently listening to Matt Giraud's version of Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman

A gentle reminder for me, and for you.

Have more (reminders) to share. But will try to post them later. 

Oh... angin malam bawalah daku, Kepadanya...

 Currently listening to Broery Marantika's Angin Malam

1. So I changed my tumblr layout. To be consistent I used the same layout as my blog here.

Well, it is also to embrace my love for my babushka dolls. LOL okay, now I am becoming a bit more obsessed with them.. than before. Especially when my parents bought one for me.

And they're like everywhere on my other stuff:

okay I have this since last year. A notebook. Wasn't supposed to buy it, but can't help myself :P

Nana bought this for me... from Japan. Heh, they're like my Japanese babushka dolls.

I was thinkin about her, Thinkin about me, Thinkin about us, Where we gonna be, Open my eyes, It was only just a dream

Currently listening to : .... you guessed it right :P


So much of hating the fact that this song is always on air. I surrender. Now this song is in my head. Tears and Rain is gone. pfftt.

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up

And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything"

and only this morning I was singing to Good Charlotte's Dance Floor Anthem. LOL.

Please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast.

Currently listening to The Strokes' Reptilia

It all started when BFM played Julian Casablancas' new single Little Girl (he went solo now..). Then I started to look for the song on youtube to share it with Ain - she's a huge fan of The Strokes. Altho (I think) she likes the guitarist more than Julian, but still, anything related to The Strokes will reminded me of her.

When you look for him on youtube, other songs of him will also be on the list. Including this:

This is the best combination. The Lonely Island & Julian? The bomb!

Then I turned on my iTunes and clicked 'play' button. Then Reptilia was playing.

What a coincidence. I think iTunes understands me. LOL.

Actually I wanted to blog about something else. But that doesn't really matter, cuz I don't really remember what was the topic.

Anyways,

One thing that I need to think about - How do I get rid of this negativity in me? I don't know, as much as I want to be positive, I still have a bit of pain-in-the-ass mood and I tend to ruin everyone's day.

I don't like that.

I still have too many issues that haven't been resolved.

hurm.

Let's concentrate on little things that can make me happy. Like the Julian Casablancas coincidence. Or like this afternoon, I saw a rainbow while I was feeling a bit down.

Maybe that will make me feel better.

Okay I don't even know where this is heading to. I am gonna start doing other things.

Are you going to scaborough fair? Parsley, Sage, Rosemary & Thyme..

Currently listening to Simon & Garfunkel's Scarborough Fair, Canticle.

Ibu woke me up early today at 5:30 am, thinking that it was 6:30am. So I told her she was wrong, but she doesn't want to believe me. Told her my laptop, phone and iPod shows tht it's 5:30am, but she is still not convinced. Finally I was like "Ibu, see? Clarice is still sleeping on my bed. Tidur mati kot.. should be 5 something now.. if its 6 she will be awake."

And Ibu was like "oh.. a ah eh. I thought its really 6:30am.."

I think its kinda cute that my mom is finally convinced that it is 6:30 am by proving that Clarice is still soundly asleep. Clarice and her sleeping habit.

Okay, cats naturally sleep longer than they're awake am I right? I think so :p. But I know cats love to sleep lah senang. hehe.

She sleeps like a log. Sometimes she looked like twisted cat. As if someone twisted her to death.. but actually she likes twisting her body while she's asleep. That is one.

Number two, she loves anythingg squarish/rectangular-ish, like a stack of papers. Or the box lid. Or the laptop. She wants to sleep on them. I have to fold a blanket to a square/rectangular so that she'll sleep there instead of my bed. And put the blanket at the edge of my bed so she won't sleep near my pillows or else I will sleep on her, or I'll push her away.

Number three, I can move her while she's sleeping. I find that pretty odd for a cat cuz usually when I move it while its still sleeping, the cat will wake up and won't be asleep after that. But not her, she may grumble a bit but she'll continue sleeping after that. One time I can move her without any mumbling or grumbling. Weird cat. And she'll sleep at the same spot for the whole night, until 6 am in the morning. That's her routine.

Isn't she cute?

Wayfarer.

Once I tumblr-ed that I wanna give this a shot.
The verdict? I was right all along.
I can never fit into these. Its so sad!

Sometimes I wonder, when I am going to start wearing sunnies, the big ones I mean. Like aviators for example. Or something like the wayfarer. My mom always urged me to buy one, as she said its actually good for your eye protection; huge-ass frames - they cover your eyes. And of course, its fashionable. But the thing is, other than I look like a lalat wearing it, I just don't feel comfortable wearing it. The thing is, my nose is small and penyek. Or maybe I haven't found the right pair. I don't know if I ever will. Well okay, I think I found one before. Not the perfect one, but good enough. And that's the problem. Good enough isn't good enough! I may sound picky, but yeah, its better to find the perfect pair than the good enough ones and you ended up not wearing it after awhile.

So far what I think is perfect for a sunglass - is the Wayfarer! Its classic, it looks cool, and it looks comfortable wearing it. But not comfortable for me. That's sad. Sometimes I feel like getting a nose job so that I can wear it! Okay that's way too much. heh.

I will find the perfect pair for me. One day I will :)

You know what? Out of randomness suddenly I can come out with these:

• the right person for you is like the perfect pair of sunglasses (the one that fits on you perfectly).
• Sometimes what we call perfect is something we cannot have. What we can have is something less than perfect, but you're comfortable with it, it's nice for you to look at and you'll love it a lot.

haha. ah well.

Random-ness.

Which Disney's Channel Star Are You?

Demi Lovato

You have a shy side, just like Demi. But underneath it all you have a HUGE voice & love to express it with friends!

What does your mind look like?

A Desert

Your mind is like a Desert. You can be as cold as you can be warm. When people get too close to you they tend to experience a reality check, for you are the true teacher of life and people who meet you never forget you and your philosophy.

Send me to the owlery.

I might as well sign up as one of the club bouncers (perasan kuat) Or probably work at the mermaids hehe no I mean 12 am shift at Star Mart or any job that needs after-hours shift.

one cool fact about girls.

They always say, a girl has some sort of an 'antenna' which she can know if a guy likes/in love with her.

The girls can feel it.

Cool kan??

You know what,

I think my 'antenna' is broken.

and I just had to share this...

I got this txt from Nadiah Bgaj earlier this afternoon:

"Smalam I mimpi we both are on Amazing Race. N we suck big time. Hahaha. We were at the airport late for our flight and I shouted at you to hurry but you cakap 'jap jap I nak shopping!'"

Thanks babe for sharing this with me! How I wish I was the one who dreamed of going on a race! You know, I really wanna travel the whole world, kalau mimpi pun jadi lah kan? ehehehehehehe.

But I wonder how on earth can I think of shopping while I am on the race?

This txt really brighten up my gloomy day. Thanks again Bgaj! *HUGS*

How just a small gesture can make your heart smile. hee.

Oh and how I wish I live in my dream...

I want Rorschach's mask.

This is what happened when I am supposed to do something quite important. No, it is important. And yet I don't have the mood.

I'll end up blogging. Ugh.

Have I told you Rorschach from the movie Watchmen is so cool? Actually, they're all cool. They're not typical superheroes. Reason why we all should love them. The movie. But Rorschach is so much cooler! 

Teddy Bears.

Honestly, I am not a fan of teddy bears. When I was small, I would prefer to carry my favorite doll Mary (apparently back then I love the name Mary. I don't know why. When I was a kid I had a cat named Mary too. So sad she ran away. Sobs)

But then now I realized I have these in my room:

and I don't know what happened to me.

Diplodocus

I think I am going to have several posts for today. Well that was my anticipation. However, the pattern that I realized about me is: whenever I mentioned something, like above, or like "I am going on a diet for now", then that "something" that I just mentioned won't happen. 

Let's just see how it goes. Heh. 

Anyway, first week of school has ended.  So how did it go?

Highlights?

1. Monday: I missed the very first class of the year as I was busy enrolling myself. Yes, I am late this time. Always last minute kan? I hate myself for that. 

2. Tuesday: I fell down the stairs as I was going down from my apartment to watch "He's just not that into you" with my housebabes. 

3. Wednesday was just a normal day. Thank God =) Or maybe not. I met someone I don't quite like. geez.

4. Thursday: Woosh screwed up my day. My mood. Ugh. And I accidentally bought 2 of the same magazine! And the Warehouse cashier didn't say a word. Or gave me a weird look. Chet. 

5. Friday: Went to the group exercise class. It was Pump - the weight lifting class. Tried to be the strong one, used the 5 kg bar instead of 2 or 4. Ended up hurting my arms until now. 

So the conclusion is? The week was pretty shitty, but I think that's normal. At least to me. 

Anyway, that's not really important, I was just trying to get the vibe of writing, so I thought by summarizing the week is the simplest thing to do. 

I just knew that Diplodocus is this: 

but it is not the same with 

Little Foot from the Land Before Time movie.

because Little Foot is

 An Apatosaurus or formerly known as Brontosaurus.

But for someone like me, who can't really differentiate the two of them (they look alike rite?), would get confused. I mean when I heard of Diplodocus, I wiki-ed it, and saw the long neck which looks like my favorite dinosaur toy that I had, so I was like.. Little Foot! (my mom bought me the normal dinosaur, not the cartoon version, but since I'm influenced by the movie so I call every long neck "Little Foot". The toy look exactly like the picture of Diplodocus up there. Only the tail is straight, not curling)

I don't care. I am going to call any of them "Long Neck" or "Little Foot".

But its always good to know that I have some similarities (or at least one similarity) with my current Hollywood crush. We both like the same type of dinosaur! 

Okay I am in my high-school-girl mode. Can't help it when Robert Pattinson is too hot tho. 

Heh. I think this is becoming boring to all of you. Out of all topics, the dinosaurs become my topic of interest for the day. WTH?

But really. Go and watch The Land Before Time and dinosaurs can be your topic interest for the day too. 

... 

I want to re-watch it!

Greedy.

I want to watch Coldplay.
I want more time. MORE and MORE TIME!
I want a new NDS. The old one dah cacat sikit, I don't know how it happened!! T_T
I want to go to Europe.
I want to do bungee this year!
I want to go to Milford sound!


ugh.

Tagged.

Syarat dan peraturan:


Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya, silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda.

Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini.

Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal.

Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi.

lol. I agree with you Shaza, the instructions die merapu.

Anyway...

1. I am now listening to Aku dan Dirimu, the version Bunga sings with Faizal Tahir.
2. How I ended up listening to that? I was searching for Faizal Tahir's performance last night. I wanted to post it up into my blog. But I don't think they have uploaded that. So I found that song. Heard it before, tapi nak dengar lagi.
3. As much as I love Lagu Untuk Mu, I'm still not that glad that they won Juara Lagu last night. Its because I want Sampai Syurga to win. I want that so bad. However, I love MUH's performance too. But that cannot beat Faizal Tahir's performance. The bomb ok.
4. I am a fan of Faizal Tahir.
5. I haven't had my breakfast yet. Altho dah lama bangun.
6. I suddenly have the mood to blog.
7. In one hour's time, I'll be going to KL. Bead shopping day yey!
8. So another band won AJL. Is there any chance Bunkface will win one day? I think the song Situasi best gile.
9. A special shout-out to Sufya and Aim, Selamat Pengantin Baru!
10. I am currently playing Harvest Moon: Island of Happiness.
11. And I just got my dose of happiness last night: durians!
12. Perkara tak senonoh? Saya semua senonoh je. ahahahahhahaha.
13. Nampak sangat saya menipu.
14. Okay ni la satu perkara tak senonoh:

saya bajet comel. sampai nak terjatuh ambil gambar. hahahaha. gile.
15.
I found the video! The best show ever that night (altho I still think the guitar part is a bit.. off. lol!)! He's still the Juara to me. The bomb lahh!
16. I just found this picture recently:

Gile semak ok! I think this is 2001.

Suddenly the song Now or Never is in my head.

"sixteen, sixteen minutes left..."

okay. The next sixteen?

1.Nonie

2.AddamBlack

3.Kak Aliya

4.Haz

5.Nana

6.Fash

7.Azah

8.Elli Famira

9.Azrul Kakang

10.Zalika Anas

11.Mia Suraya

12.Zalika Diah

13.Zatyness

14.Iqa

15.Syafiqah Jo

16.Rowena

Lomo.

I'm interested in one of these:

But apparently the repair of the Sony's camera costs the same as buying a whole set of lomo cam. Lebih kurang laa.

...musnah harapan nak kempen kat parents.

I'll just edit my photos til they look like lomo pics. haha. Hopefully I can install Photoshop into my laptop! Cuz last time I ended up having virus just because of Photoshop. That's my fault...

Anyway, who's interested to watch Coldplay in Auckland?