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Currently listening to Up Dharma Down's Tadhana
p/s: hopefully the verse is correct though...

Have I posted this before?

Ah I don't care. I forget stuff a lot. As much as it makes me scared, and sad that I do that a lot, I couldn't be bothered. For now. Cuz not now. I don't have time for that. For now.

Anyway. This thing, is this real?

Because to be honest, it keeps on changing over time. Whenever I stumbled upon this on Tumblr.

This round,

First I saw Fat.
Then I saw Whore.
Then I saw Beautiful.

I have been thinking about something related to fat. No, not the content of the food. I am not hungry, and I just had a Diarrhea. So that explains its not the content right?

So maybe what you just familiar yourself with will be what keeps on crossing your mind. If you get what I mean. Like for example, I got to know someone has a nickname, like the name's peanut for example. Then I started to see the word peanut, or a picture of a peanut everywhere! On the billboards, when everyone else is saying it, or the newspapers. Everywhere.

Cuz I don't think I am a whore. Nor beautiful. I am not up to that level okay? Either level. Both. haha.

But if this is true its scary.

I realised that I like to question psychological/physiological facts. Maybe I should take psychology someday.

Or maybe the philosophy classes I took just kicked in. Because I started to question everything I see, I met, I encounter. Every single thing!

Le sigh. I am stressed. I am at the point where I question my career  again.

Simple question: 

where the hell is my passion for work? Its been missing for ages.