uUuUuUuuuuUUuUuuU you set my soul alight.

Currently listening to Muse's Supermassive Black Hole.


I think I know what's causing the previous "tipsy" incident.

Quite positive it is CAFFEINE. Cuz it happened again today when I took tea, then a very thick coffee afterwards to keep myself awake while driving to work.

Only 2 days ago I asked myself "why don't you stop taking caffeine?". But I can't let go off my tea. Teh wangi is my current favorite, well you all should try it! Heard Giant is selling them. We usually stock up ours from Kedah. So then I told myself, it's okay, keep it low. Take smaller intake.

I am planning to stop taking Redbull too. Or again, take less. Well Nana reminded me how it is quite dangerous to rely on any kinds of energy drinks as they may increase the chances to get stroke or heart attack.

Maybe snacking will help to keep me going. New strategy yes? I have to start bringing apples whenever I go. Well any kinds of fruits. And healthier snacks.

And my mom told me this : "Farah, if you are tired, zikir Subhanallah banyak2. Rasulullah SAW told his wife Aishah RA to recite zikr Subhanallah if she's tired"

Well, I can feel its working. Hurm. Not bad ;) Subhanallah. The power of Allah yo.

Okay back to work!

I'm too hungry I guess.

So much of wanting to make sure that I had my dinner before 8. Today I had dinner at 10.

All because I have forgotten to eat proper meal for the whole day. Heh.

Prepared dinner, but this time, I cook with extra blurriness. Like how I forgot to take out most of the stuffs use to cook the meal. The stupid-est thing I did just now is to close the sugar container with the teapot lid. I think turning on a different hot plate when you want to use another one is normal. Someone like me has a problem with recognizing left and right. I can't do it without working out which hand do I use to write ABC. But what happened just now was, I get the side right, only got the front or back wrong. Had a bimbo moment just now when I cannot figure out why the cooking oil is not ready yet.

Qilah thinks not eating proper meal today is the reason for my blurry behavior. And I think she's right.

I am so tired to think right now. But I need to finish my work :(