The best durian outing ever. I really think durian ni ada ganja. Everyone were like high. LOL. Well look at me.

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The reason why I can actually enjoy school

if only Nasra, Afrah & Qeela join us. Mesti lagi havoc!

A moment, a love, A dream aloud, A kiss, a cry, Our rights, our wrongs...

Currently listening to The Temper Trap's Sweet Disposition

After missing from each other's lives for the past 5 years. Although I do realized how much both of us have grown from the last time we met - The way we dressed up, the stuff we talked about. We are indeed becoming women. haha. Women? Really?

I don't think time change us much.

Yesterday was fun. It was really really nice meeting you after a long time, and its great that the craziness is still there. Its like we're never far from each other before. I miss those laughs we had, those fun times, those days when we're walking back home from school together with Epul tagging along. And yesterday? It just brings back to the times the drama in life is just receiving weird letters, hating exams, loving school events, having crushes etc. School days. Despite getting stressed up with everything, I guess we are still so care free.

It was quite embarrassing that someone had to come and shut us up. LOL thats the highlight of my day! I don't remember us being quiet at all. Penangan tak jumpa 5 tahun eh? haha.

Maybe that's what the saying "Jauh di mata, dekat di hati" all about. hehe. 

Can't wait for the next time. Hope it'll be really soon!

Oh, and again, Happy Birthday Qeela :)

sekarang rasa nak jumpa dgn the rest! not in picture - Nasra, Atiq & Asyura

DJ please, pick up your phone, I'm on a request line..

Now playing Missy Elliot's Work It

OMG this song reminds me of the good ol' schooling days. I used to hate this song. But then they played it over and over at the radio, the TV, so after awhile I even memorize the words in this song! And until now I can sing along to this song. LOL.

Talking about the good ol' schooling days, last Saturday I had like a small gathering with my schoolmates (at a classmate's wedding - congratz Aflah & Husband!!). It felt so great to finally meet up with them after like... 5 years? Okay for most of them yes, 5 years ago. I do meet up with some of them once or twice since I finished schooling.

Well, it's not that easy to meet up with them. Everyone is busy. Most of them are still studying. Everyone is doing well I must say. I am so proud, and a bit envious of them too - I miss my student life! Who doesn't? I don't miss the studying part, I only miss the student life. With less things to think about & responsibilities to juggle. Ah well. Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, I am back now so I can see them anytime now. hehe. Plus, I think they're going to start with the Alumni thing, so I have to make sure that I join the events. Better don't get too excited yet! hehe.

Sometimes I am surprised on how much I miss high school, despite hating it so much back then. Then again, who doesn't want to leave high school when they're in one? (tengok2 i sorang je :P) But yeah, the bitter memories I had are the ones which made me stronger now. The sweet memories? they are always sweet and thinking of them makes me happy:) So.. all is well. If I were to turn back and look at my journey at highschool, I would say I left school with a smile. I have no regrets at all.

Thanks to the peeps who were with me all the way. Teachers you taught me well, and friends.. you rock! See until now, I am never bored of you guys. You all always know how to turn on the laughing gas button in me :P Okay that sounded weird. haha. Ah well. I mean it.

Say Isn't So.

I don't know. Essays have been the least on my favourite-things-to-do list.

I remembered, back in school, ibu always urged me to do essay on factual topics whenever she looked at my low-marks-essays. Reason being was because its easier to score those type of essays. At first I was being stubborn, so I ignored her. But then one day I tried to write the factual ones. And she was right. Mothers always right don't they? *sigh*

From that day onwards, I always answer factual questions for my essays. I've accepted the fact that I am a bad story teller.

But that doesn't mean that I totally enjoy writing it. They're just for the sake of scoring the paper. Nothing else.

And I always find it hard to find points. Especially now. Especially when things are harder.

To write needs the 'momentum'. Needs that 'mood' that keep you going, in looking for points, in doing research, in being able to stare at the computer for long hours. I'll definitely get that mood, or momentum when the time is running out. If not I'll be just writing something that I don't even understand.

whenever I said I hate writing long essays, some will reply with this : "But you have a blog!"

Ha ha. Obviously blog doesn't have datelines. And no particular topic given. Its my space, I can just crap anything I want.

How I wish writing essays are like writing blogs.

But then again, they are two totally different stuffs. The common thing about them is that they are both writings.

Probably they should just scrap off having datelines for essays then I'll be better.

But that is impossible right?

I just realized one thing, I've mentioned that I am a bad storyteller. But .. I have a blog. But its not all true... right?

...tell me its a lie *dengan muka penuh harapan*...