And when I go there, I go there with you... It's all I can do

Currently on repeat U2's Where the Streets Have No Name 

I wanna run
I want to hide
I wanna tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I wanna reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name

I wanna feel sunlight on my face
I see the dust cloud disappear without a trace
I wanna take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love,
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do

The city's a flood
And our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the wind
Trampled in dust
I'll show you a place
High on a desert plain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love,
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do

Our love turns to rust 
We're beaten and blown by the wind 
Blown by the wind 
Oh yes, in dust 
See our love turn to rust 
And we're beaten and blown by the wind 
Blown by the wind 
Oh, when I go there 
I go there with you 
It's all I can do 

You know what? This song reflects how I am feeling right now. 

The past few months have been really crazy. The context that I am talking about is not just about my life. I think the everything is; well, the whole world is crazy. No, it has been crazy all the time. But it just got.. crazier than ever. Out of control. 

How I wish I could just runaway to a place where there is no craziness at all. 

Or maybe I just should stop wishing for the impossible and start to face the music. 


Freedom is when you overcome your fears and face the truth. When you conquered that part of you, then you'll feel the independence. The freedom. Okay does that even make any sense?

Hurm. Where to start?