Go do, you'll know how to, Just let yourself, fall into landslide

Currently on repeat: Jonsi's Go album

You always know how to carve a smile on my face. A genuine one.

Well thank you, Jonsi.

I am hopeful.

Amin.

Cause ever if my heart should break, You'd be the best mistake I ever made

Just for once, would you let me be the one?

Currently listening to Midnight Youth's Just for Once

At the first sign of winter's cold I took your hand in mine

At the first sign of autumn leaves you took these eyes and made them shine

Just for once...

Would you let me be the one? Would you let me be the one?

At the first sign of summer's sun we sat down, watched those waves
But at the first sign of bad weather you left me searching again

And I wish just for once...

We'd be out of our minds, we'd risk all we could ever know
We'd be running so fast, god couldn't set us to stone
 Would you let me be the one? Would you let me be the one?

On the night of our lives you saw straight through these pair of lies
And you gave me the keys to your car and we drove off for miles and miles
And we looked out on those city lights and we shouted out, to the stars

Just for once...

We'd be out of our minds, we'd risk all we could ever know
We'd be running so fast, god couldn't set us to stone

Would you let me be the one? Would you let me be the one?

I wish just for once, I wish just for once, I wish just for once, let me hold you love
Let me be, let me be the one

Just for once...

I wish you bluebirds in the spring, To give your heart a song to sing, And then a kiss, but more than this, I wish you love

Currently listening to: Rachael Yamagata's I Wish You Love

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love.

You never really can fix my heart.

Currently on repeat: Demi Lovato's Fix a Heart

It's probably what's best for you
I only want the best for you
And if I'm not the best, then you're stuck

I try to sever ties and I,
Ended up with wounds to bind
Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage,
You never really can fix a heart

Even though I know what's wrong,
How can I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel?

I must have held your hand so tight,
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

You must be a miracle walker,
Swearin' up and down,
You can't fix what's been broken, yeah
Please don't get my hopes up, no no
Baby, tell me how could you,
Be so cruel?

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can't bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no no no no
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no no no no
You never really can fix heart

You never really can fix my heart


T_T

It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real

This. Wow.
Thanks Zaty :)

Solace my game, solace my game. It stars you, Swing wide your crane, swing wide your crane, And run me through

Currently on repeat: Ellie Goulding's version of The Wolves.

Listening to this over and over. And after awhile it felt like this is what I am feeling currently. Had less impact on me when I listen to the original version, sung by Bon Iver.

Maybe its her voice.

This is haunting. Love it.

Tanya sama pokok, apa sebab goyang? Jawab angin yang goncang, Terbang burung terbang,Patah sayap diduga, Seandainya rebah kau masih ada.

Currently listening to Meet Uncle Hussain feat Hazama's Pokok

Currently on repeat: Nitrus' Resah


Berapa lama harus aku tunggu
Kata setuju kamu
Kau biar aku menanti pilu

Kau diam bisu buat aku keliru
Mana tuju hatimu
Usah biarku resah menunggu

Raut wajahmu bisa ditelahku
Kau masih belum tentu
Apa ada rasa dalam hatimu

Datang padaku cerita padaku
Ungkapkan rasa itu
Apa saja buat hilang ragumu

Sesungguh tak kau tahu
Diriku ada kamu
Akan ku relakan semua ada ku untuk mu
Mungkin bila kau tahu
Mungkin bisa kau temui jiwaku
Usah biar terusan begitu…


:')

I will do anything, to... be happy.

Currently listening to Noah and The Whale's Blue Skies


Okay. This is a feel good song:

This is a song for anyone with a broken heart

This is a song for anyone who can't get out of bed

I'll do anything to be happy

Oh, 'cos blue skies are coming

But I know that it's hard

This is the last song that I write while still in love with you

This is the last song that I write while you're even on my mind

'Cos it's time to leave those feelings behind

Oh, 'cos blue skies are coming

But I know that it's hard

I don't think that it's the end

But I know we can't keep going

I don't think that it's the end

But I know we can't keep going

But blue skies are coming

Oh yeah, blue skies are coming

Oh well, blue skies are coming

But I know that it's hard 

Have a jolly good weekend y'all. 

In every tear, That is where, He is there

Currently on repeat: Sami Yusuf's In Every Tear, He is There

This is for everyone =)

And when I go there, I go there with you... It's all I can do

Currently on repeat U2's Where the Streets Have No Name 

I wanna run
I want to hide
I wanna tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I wanna reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name

I wanna feel sunlight on my face
I see the dust cloud disappear without a trace
I wanna take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love,
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do

The city's a flood
And our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the wind
Trampled in dust
I'll show you a place
High on a desert plain
Where the streets have no name

Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love,
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do

Our love turns to rust 
We're beaten and blown by the wind 
Blown by the wind 
Oh yes, in dust 
See our love turn to rust 
And we're beaten and blown by the wind 
Blown by the wind 
Oh, when I go there 
I go there with you 
It's all I can do 

You know what? This song reflects how I am feeling right now. 

The past few months have been really crazy. The context that I am talking about is not just about my life. I think the everything is; well, the whole world is crazy. No, it has been crazy all the time. But it just got.. crazier than ever. Out of control. 

How I wish I could just runaway to a place where there is no craziness at all. 

Or maybe I just should stop wishing for the impossible and start to face the music. 


Freedom is when you overcome your fears and face the truth. When you conquered that part of you, then you'll feel the independence. The freedom. Okay does that even make any sense?

Hurm. Where to start?