Don’t be afraid to move out of your comfort zone. Some of your best life experiences and opportunities will transpire only after you dare to lose.

It's all about trying to get myself comfortable in the mud, trying to ignore the smell of smoke/weed, trying to fight for a space where there's not many taller people blocking my view, trying to relax while holding two heavy bags and standing for 3 hours not being able to move my feet a lot

and

trying to hold my tears from running down my cheeks.

It wasn't a comfortable situation but

I still enjoyed every bit of the show. It was magical, awesome. And trying to pinch myself, or ask myself again and again "is this really happening?". Waited for this ever since I found my love for this band back in 2009, and there you go, they came.

Whether closing my eyes to get the feel of the songs, or get myself mesmerized by the visuals - simple yet I can't take my eyes off them. Everything is just so perfect.

It has been a very rough and emotional months, especially during this last quarter of 2012. I've come to a point where I have all of my 2012 nightmares came true. Then at the same time there's quite a number of happier things happened/happening and I am a part of them; including this particular event. Alhamdulillah.

And through out, their songs are some of those essentials which have been accompanying me, thick and thin.

These mixed feelings really stirred up especially when they played Glosoli, Hoppipolla & Meo Bloonasir. Thinking of what I've associated them with - be it people, events, places, wishes & dreams. Wishing for the impossible to come true, though I know it won't.

But I told myself not to cry last night.

I am not really sure why. Although I think it's pretty obvious.

Maybe I need more time.

However. Thank you thank you thank you. Terima kasih. Takk Sigur Ros. 

Thank you for everything. And especially, thank you for last night.  

And Urbanscapes is one of my ultimate getaways of 2012. Although it's only in Padang Astaka, PJ. Let's just leave it at that. 

This is our decision, to live fast and die young, We've got the vision, Now let's have some fun?

Currently listening to MGMT's Time to Pretend

This band (MGMT) is coming in March *screaming like a groupie*. Well I think in this very near future there are other singers/bands coming - Michael Buble (which is also in March), Justin Bieber and Maroon 5 (both coming in April).

This time, I don't feel like catching up with Maroon 5 anymore. Somehow I stopped following them after It Won't be Soon Before Long, although Adam Levine is delicious! lol. Well, I may consider going to their concert if MGMT is not coming! heh, sorry Maroon 5, I just have to see MGMT. hehe.

Although I think I know more songs from Maroon 5. Their first album especially is the best from them. But as currently I am more into MGMT so I am more interested to see them. Well, still have to think about it...

Well Qilah showed me a video talking about MGMT and their weird video clips. LOL I think everyone would agree to that! I remembered when the Kids music video was played on TV for the first time I was running from my room to the living room just to watch but ended up feeling like the kid in the video - disturbed.

This is the one talking about their videos:



And see this:



But somehow I think Congratulations video above is awesome :)

Okay. I AM GOING. I MUST!

Lets now pray that I can get the ticket, and they'll play Love Always Remains in the show (fat chance!). LOL.

p/s: is that Joanna Newsom? Aweesommeee!

The Brave Don't Run.

Awesomeness. Jeremy the vocalist has a very powerful voice. He sang live and he sounded just like how he is in the studio recording songs. Impressive.

Simon (the lead guitarist) is so hot with his guitar. Qilah should agree with me 100% on this. Right babe? haha. I can't really see Aidan (the drummer) and Matt(the bassist) cuz they're at the back... but they're really good too!

And Nick (the guitarist/the keyboardist) is just so cute! He's my fave =D haha. Too bad i wasn't at his side of the stage to watch him all the time. Being the short one, it's hard to get a full nice view of the whole band.. so sad.

I thought the performance Learning to Fall will be my favorite. But Tijuana was better. In fact, Tijuana is the best performance for the night! at least for me... and Palie cuz he loves tht song.

Although I think I went all crazy when they sang All of Our Own. Haha.

Thank God that I actually went to their gig. Since I missed Opshop last year, they're the next NZ band that I really really like. huhu.

Thanks Qilah, Palie and Husna for going to the gig with me. I had fun to the max! You guys are awesome. Like always ;)

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Ah yes. The Brave Don't Run. A good reminder for me.

Because I have been running for quite awhile. Its time for me to stop. Although honestly I am very tired of doing this to myself, but I can't seem to find a better way to deal with this whole thing.

Guess I'm just a coward.

Left Right Left Right Left.

Taken from Coldplay's website:

Good afternoon. As previously announced, Coldplay are to give away CDs of their new live album, LeftRightLeftRightLeft, at every remaining live show in 2009 (apart from festival shows), beginning with their West Palm Beach gig in Florida on Friday (May 15th).

Friday is also the day when the free download of the album will become available right here on Coldplay.com. If you want to be among the very first to have it, then set a reminder for 9am UK time, as we can now confirm that's when the download will be going live. Click here to find out what time that is where you are.

So it's released 8pm just now. I totally forgot about it and when I remembered it was already 8:45pm. So I rushed to my room to check out.

And until now, I can't even load the page to download.

Bad traffic. But can't blame them tho, who doesn't want a free album from Coldplay?

Let's hope the album will be mine soon. Amin.

Viva La Vida.

No words can describe how awesome they were. Really. I wish I have an ability to go back in time to witness it again. Although I kinda know what songs they're going to play, I am still surprised and went all crazy whenever they start a new song. They're superb. True entertainers, always full with surprises. Make us all love them even more.

My favorite part? It has to be when they performed "Politik" and they continued with "Lovers in Japan" straight. Then during "Lovers in Japan", there's colorful butterflies confetti rained on us. It was the perfect moment. Perfect combination of songs. At least for me.

And I just knew how it feels like singing my heart out. I thought I knew, but I guess not until I sang "Fix You" together with them. Well, it is a tear-jerker song. I almost cried. Nasib baik tak nangis, if not malu je kot.

Actually I feel like just crying all the way. I was so happy to be there, and at the same time I was a bit sad cuz somehow I still wish that my lovely bitches were there with me. I am so glad that I can join Iqmal that nite. Thanks Iqmal, I really had fun going crazy with you XD

Its different this time, back during Muse concert, Luqman and I was seperated by the crowd. But this time? I get to watch the whole thing with a friend. Its really fun. haha.

And I have said this before, and I am going to say this again. THANK YOU babes. For the best present ever. I won't forget this. I love you guys so much, and this made me miss you babes even more. *biggest virtual hug ever*

And to all of you; Chris Martin, Guy Berryman, Will Champion and Jonny Buckland, thank you for such an amazing time. I still can't believe myself that you guys were right in front of me that night, and you guys were so close! Although I had to compete with those tall people on the floor to get a good view of you guys, but its so worth it. It was a superb, amazing, awesome experience. I am so grateful that I was there, I was in the crowd watching you guys.

After years and years of waiting. At last, I can watch them live =D They'll always be my favorite.

I LOVE YOU COLDPLAY!

And this is awesome!:

One of the most beautiful moments that night =)

Hello, Wellington.

 Drizzling since morning. Now the rain has stopped. But its gloomy now =(

Well, its Wellington, so this is expected kan?

I don't miss this part of Wellington, although I do want to get out of the hot weather of Malaysia.

So we cancelled the trip to Pak n Save. Ended up staying at home, and we watched this movie.

"The Aquatic Life with Steve Zissou"

This movie is still, very funny for me. 

In a way, its a good way to spend the afternoon. Although I am dying to be out and about, to walk all around Wellington. 

Usually, no matter how much I love Malaysia, theres always feeling of excitement to come back here. But not this time. 

It feels so hard to leave Malaysia. Really. 

Maybe, one of the reasons is because of this:

It was really a surprise that I actually get to see Coldplay Live. Its a dream come true =D. I still cannot believe myself that I am actually going! And my darling bitches bought me the ticket!

When I get the ticket, one thing that I realized is,

They won't be watching that show with me. Okay I think I am the only fan among us pon. haha. But what I am trying to point out is,

They're not gonna be here with me. Meaning, no more times to spend together in Welly.

When I am here, usually I'll be occupied with them all around me. Believe me, we spend too much time together until I feel like getting rid of them!

We had our bittersweet times together; we laughed together, we cried together, we fight together, we comforted each other, we played games together, we sung together, we eat, we drink, we sleep... - basically we do most of the things together.

Its amusing that 3 years is actually really short.

I was never really really really close to a group of people before. Being really close with you bitches is really something to me.

You guys know me too well. And I am very thankful that you all accepted me no matter what.

Thank you. For everything. You all will always be in my heart.

I am not good with words, so I can only express this much.

But only God knows how much I am missing you guys now. How I wish things are still the same. Ah well, life goes on right? To all of you, hope you guys have fun at work. Work well ya! and take care ;)

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Anyway, one thing hasn't change for sure. When I touched down on this windy place, there is one thing that I don't think I can change is that I am in love with this place. I realized that I also miss this place so much. And I am now really glad that I am still here.

With my dearest house mates around, and the rest of my friends who are still in Wellington.

School's starting in Monday. Which is tomorrow!

I don't know whether I am excited about school. But I am pretty excited to meet everyone else =)