Troy.

"You give me peace, in a lifetime of war"

-Achilles to Briseis

Watched this a few times.

Everytime I watch it I'll feel so mad at Paris.

Everytime I watch it I'll feel so sad to watch Hector died.

Everytime I watch it I'll feel so emo when Achilles died.

Everytime I watch it I'll start to have this question on my head: Will I die with someone I love on my side?

I'll ask myself the same question whenever I watch the scene where Achilles got killed by Paris (damn you Paris :p - emo ness. excuse me). And his last meaningful words to her suddenly gave me an impact... a powerful one. very.

Sometimes (especially when I'm younger) I feel so selfish by not wanting to watch people I love die before me. I cannot bear the pain. But after awhile... I asked myself, why should I let them bear it? Its unfair for them right?

Ah well. Only God knows whats fair for us. He knows us all the best. But I hope that I'll go the last. But if I die first, I'd want to have people I love around me. And I want them to smile, not frown.

Anyway...

but only today I laughed when I saw the 'big horse' was pulled into Troy. Cuz it reminded me of the Monty Phyton &

the Holy Grail. Tengok sorang2. Gelak gile2 sorang. Bengong.

Swings. Shouldn't have watched this movie. Cuz now I am feeling so... emotional.