Monday, September 17, 2007

Life must go on.

*sigh*

Having flu during fasting month sucks. The throat is irritatingly aching and you can't drink (during the day). And I don't like to snort in class. It irritates me, and the whole class! I bet the recording is not so clear because of that.

Had dis since last night, but I don't know why it didn't cross my mind that flu is coming. I tot it was just normal tekak kering. It got worse the next morning, and I started to feel really weak.

So because of that I slept right after berbuka. Dozed off til 11.

and can't sleep after that until now.

Panas giler ok. I can't stand the heat so I just had a shower. haha. And right now I am having my sahur. Hoping that I can get some sleep after that.

...I have a feeling that I might be skipping the morning classes. aaa thats not good. I don't want to skip anymore. I have a month left before exams. So I really need to go to class.

I'm not doing well this semester, so I need to buck up for finals.

sheesh. why these bad things keep on happening to me?

I know I cannot complain. Its just a phase of life. I have to face it.

Somehow I feel that I can't handle it. argh. I am weak.

No matter how much I complain, I know I don't have a choice. kan?

hmm... to You Allah, I pray. Give me some hope. Aminn.

Theres a silver lining in every cloud. I have to remember this.
So... fight it Farah!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Semoga cepat sembuh. Just think that your not-feeling-well situation is because "Allah rindukan rintihan hambaNya". I dunno. hehe~ extra pahala waiting for you? Who knows;) [Lilac87 a.k.a Afiqah..hehe~]

FM said...

Afiqah...

thanks for your concern :D hee...